Second Semester

Second Semester of your first year of college is a weird experience. Because you've done it once, so you have a tad bit of confidence in yourself then you go through the first day (My least favorite day by far). I still have those fears of course, that I can't do it. that I will fail, and will have to find an alternative to college. (So far my parents have shot down exotic dancing)

​ You'll see people you sat near in your Econ class, or you comp class and you kind of glance at each other as if like your acknowledging that you once shared a similar seating arrangement about a month ago, but no conversations happened then and no need for them to happen now.

Its an awkward stage in your life when you're still young, figuring life out, yet your entire independence isn't quite there, despite how much you want it one day, but then the next day you couldn't be happier when you don't have to go to the grocery store or cook dinner, etc.

It's confusing. It's complicated. It's Annoying. It's an adventure.